I’m at that point of life when I should feel accomplishment mixed with a newfound sense with adventure. In truth all I feel is indifference, I think I’m just a bit numb to what is happening. I’m still trying to find my footing on this empty canvas this how it feels, I did my school years 18 years of studying! I should be relived, I’m happy but then again I’m always happy. I turned 22 but still it hasn’t truly sunk in, when a birthday comes you don’t automatically feel that things changed. We are will in our first month of 2008 and just today I was writing 2007 then I corrected my self.
Right now all I feel is that I’m blessed to have lived for 22 years and along the way have picked up some knowledge and wisdom from the people around me. I know this much if anything I have great friends and supportive family. I know I’m very blessed in this life and I thank Allah for it all, and hope my afterlife would be much much better! I know I can’t say if I’ll end up the first UAE national McDonald’s waitress or the first UAE women ambassador to some neat country!.. but all I can say is dreaming is free is my very wise friend puts it. Someone told me I should keep a journal on those coming days as they will pretty much shape my future and it’s a very exciting time, I sure do hope it is.
I’m not sure if I’ll continue my studies, or get a job. All I know is that tomorrow is filled with new possibilities that I very well know won’t be according to my plans, so for now things are in the air my future can wait a day a month, and it will just work it self out.
The wise one says
“Congratulations”
