Thursday, November 18, 2010

People

In a world were everything is very interdependent, it's very hard to find on independence. we may sovereign a territory but at the end of the day we trade and communicate with other. That it perfectly understandable as no man is an island. What troubles me is when we can't identify out boundaries, where my life is so blurred with others. technology have made time & space irrelevant in our communications. I for one do not care much for 24 hr connection with the world. i like to be able to be not there when i'm not,i would like not to be found when i purposefully am avoiding people. I have many friends and i'm social with people when i the are around but at the same time i like spaces with no one but me, i like the quiet of an empty house. I like to work by my own schedule, not bound by others. I do not understand why do people feel that i owe them my time. if i say i do not want to hang out then simply i do not want that, doesn't mean i like you less or there is something wrong, just means i want to be alone.

Saturday, November 06, 2010

Tomorrow came

There were days when we sat an placed or dreams and plans on the dinner plans like setting the plates on the table, We had big dreams i would have been a scientist, you would have been a doctor. We will find cures and it will resolve. We laughed at the elders jokes, we smiled at the promises tomorrow brought. The stories we had and the memories we made were all joyful. i remember being close we wanted nothing more than to live & grow old. No promises were made nothing was desired but tomorrow, and tomorrow came lacking you. i miss you.

the wise One says
"nothing is accomplished with tears'