the life not lived

i think i've slept half of it away, and i do mean that in a literal sense, as a baby i slept every couple of hours, asa teenage i slept 12 hrs a day, as an adult i sleep 10 hrs a day. i wasn't social as a kid now i have polished my social skill, i have friends everywhere or at least people that i talk too, but for every day i spend with people i need half a day away from them. i watch alot of tv, looking back i spend so much time doing nothing really. i think it's time to make every day count! stop planning a future and start living today, everything we do is a preparation for tomorrow which makes us lose today. At times i seem very social, but i don't really like people, or care for relationships, i'm not hypocrite but if i was my self then i'd be a cocoon. today i'm inspired, i'll do stuff i said i would do but never do today is the day!