To Be almost Vegeterian

I'm a person of purpose, everything i do have a reason despite it seeming whimsical and me giving a nonchalant attitude. The truth is i have a million reasons.

For instance my decision to be almost vegetarian is mainly to do with health & eating habits. I have the worst habits ever, i'm very picky. Every time we go out i have to ask for so much of the dish to be removed. I do not have a favorite cuisine, my fav food is icecream. I like bland food, or extremely sour & salty. I can't have to much herbs or spices at all. i don't eat red meat, and another lean meat have to be grilled. I might have only eaten 6-10 type of vegetables. Other than that i love fruits!!!
There have been weeks where i lived on candy only or chips.

i want to break this habit, as its not helping my energy levels at all i have very low stamina. Last year i was vegetarian for a month i heard a speaker talking about picking up new things for 30 days its good way to develop a habit. I felt lighter with more energy and above all the month i didnt get sick!.

The only thing i missed was fish, and that's why i'm having open friday, so i can eat meat then. I'm not giving up much because most meats i do not eat. i will expand my vegetables. I will still have eggs and milk.

I believe that we consume to much fish, some type are already over fished & some are always exported considering we have no rivers in the region. Chicken is dosed with growth hormones which isn't ideal to say the least.

I will not assume a higher morality role in all of this, all i want is to is to eat more vegetable & loose weight in the process & eat cooked food rather than bought. Being vegetarian will limit my quick bites, it will make me plan my meals, and by any luck in 2 months time it will become a habit & automated.

Nature

I was on a flight, the plane tipped and i felt i was in the sky, i was flying thru the sky the stars looked bigger than i ever seen, and they weren't up they were all around us. All i could think of 'is that truly the sky are these really stars', they looked so close for the picking they shinned so brightly. I felt so alive yet so insignificant in the beauty of this sky.

I was on a hike, at the very end of the trail there was a a skinny tree coiled over this strong tree trunk it was pale it looked dead. It felt like a broken women who had loved this man and held to him with dear life. She looked like she wasted her life waiting for him to notice her but he didn't ever flinch, and she died just there and still he wasn't moved. It made me sad to think that anyone would spend a life time in misery in search of happiness.

I might a times see more than there is, I might reflect beyond the surface, i might be just eccentric.

The wise one says
'the one that sees more than there is, is a searching soul'